Wednesday, March 24, 2010

All The Days of My Life: Yesterday & Today

I nearly got robbed yesterday (hmmm...is that the right term?). Anyway, I never really felt his hands digging right into my pocket until the jeepney stopped in front of Gaisano. It's when I really looked back at him and he was already gone. Wretched thief!

I really thank God for His protection over me. Without Him, I don't know what''ll really happen to me. To think that my cellphone fell out of my pocket twice that day. And twice, someone I know picked it up and returned it to me :)

This afternoon, Pauleen and I went to Camacho to get our thesis one day ahead the scheduled date. Good thing it was already bonded. I felt sarcastic. Sad? no.Happy? not either. Just grateful maybe. After all these years, I'm almost finished.

Those tears, fears, frustrations, desperation, bitterness, hopes & prayers were different hues of invisible ink that were written all over the pages of my thesis. For me, it does not contain the Chapters 1-5, Appendices etc. It contains my weaknesses and strength. That thesis measured who I really am, how strong I can be, what I can do and how far I can push myself.

Thanks to those people who stood by me through all of these. Though sometimes I felt like I'm standing all alone, He never leaves me.

To God be all the glory!

fun.food.pool.

12:56 PM shinarun No comments

I remember that night while I was sitting at Bea M's swimming pool. I kept repeating to myself, "Never in my whole life did I imagine myself spending a night with my elite classmates in a pool party."

But then I guess I should expect the unexpected. Without me knowing it, I was enjoying myself though I ended up tired & aching the next day. It was worth it.

fail, high school, prom

Chair, Please Swallow Me WHOLE

6:00 AM shinarun 2 comments

This was one of those days when I really felt like the sky, the earth and the ocean totally merged & decided to pick on me.

1. I wasn't comfortable with my make-up & hairdo.

2. My prom date was a total stranger.

3. I cannot see without my glasses.

4. The photographer sucks.

The stiletto-heeled shoes my Aunt gave me was a real killer. I do not know how to carry it. I almost tripped on my green gown. AAARRRGGGHHH!

I also hate the time when everyone was required to dance with their prom dates.I do not dance & I have no idea how to dance.

I swear my hands were trembling during the dance and I was desperately staring at Stessi and uttering "Stes, SOS!". Ha! Unluckily she thought I was enjoying that she even threw a "nice job" stare back at me.

Good thing that "total stranger" knows what to do. So we ended up talking about random stuffs at the table. Stuffs like reincarnation, time travelling, religion etc. (Okay, I know I'm boring.Don't remind me!)

I felt utterly LOST in our own prom.I always do.

But wait! There' this positive side: I love the gown I designed my self. They complimented on it. LOL!